All this time away from you, with you would be better

Monday - Starts operation. Task assigned - Waitress. WTH

Tuesday - Geography travel test
Wednesday - Sociology test

Thursday - Business Etiquette test

Following Monday - Accountings exam

I forgot to mention that i took the flyer on friday and went tanning with GERALDINE on thursday. She got so burnt! Ha. But i was really glad to find someone like her in my class (:

I went early myself on friday before i met the rest at the flyer. Took quite a few photos when i sat alone near the esplanade.

MEMORY LANE (:

I was inside around 7-7.30 whereby the sky turns dark. It was very nice because i caught both day and night time's scenery. It was a sudden urge for me to share this special moment with those people that I care for when i was at the top of the flyer, but i didnt.

Anyway, i'd better get going to finish up my revision.

It sucks somehow when hongkong trip was cancelled.

A note to me

Dear Pearlyn
Im so proud of you for the past few weeks, for being strong for whatever reasons. Hang on for awhile more, just awhile more, for 4 upcoming tests to be over and whatever things that has been twirling inside your mind to be over as well. Always constantly remind yourself of what you've told Kellyn previously. I know some nights are still difficult to pull through, some songs still remind you of certain things but it's okay, things are gonna be fine (:

XOXO to myself

Stranger

I did my accountings tutorial not long ago and realised i've actually forgot quite abit of accountings. Yet, i feel glad when i know that my interest for accountings was still here. Im gonna REALLY MUG HARD for my accountings and get my first ever A in my poly life. Yeah, bloody hell embarrassing for not achieving any As during my Year 1. Not forget grabbing an A for my Sociology too. HAHA.

Sigh, im assigned as a WAITRESS in TopTable next monday. Im damn stressed about it. Carrying heavy plates, taking orders, placing cutlery at the right place. I get pretty mixed up with that because im a left handed and my fork/spoon/knife are usually on the opposite side and sometimes i got to think so hard on where to place it. Damn. Plus, teachers will be there and we are actually serving real customers. I cant believe if i screwed things up, break the plates or whatever. God. I had nightmares lately about this, seriously. ha

Pictures below which sum up my week.

Cherny bought me balloon because i was having really bad cramps on CCN day. Thank you!

Sunflowers, as usual from Jiaqing during CCN. Thank you!

Meet my favourite Chef Tan!

Aron(kueh's cousin), who still owes me a pear for my birthday


Timbré with girlfriends

Chef Chef!

For more details, visit Stephanie's blog. haha.

Despite having to face my damn irritating accounting tutor tml, im kinda looking forward to school. haha. GREAT :D

My 1Ho2 friends are soooo sweeettt! They gave me hugs on msn. Awww!

On this Vesak Day, i prayed that tragedies and disasters dont happen that often because innocent victims were being taken away every minute in china and myanmar.

The world needs a hug and so do I.

Always On Your Side - Sheryl Crow

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought I'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

It was packed with people at Velvet Underground yesterday when she came down for a live concert. Sigh, in the end, i didnt manage to squeeze my way through to see Marie Digby. I was stuck at the aisle and only heard her voice for awhile. So i gave up and decided to give it a miss. It wasnt a wasted trip down cause i saw quite a few familiar faces before i went off with Weiting. Plus, we have a few funny incidents together which weiting cant stop swearing on the way back. haha.

i pictured scenes whereby you can join us together yesterday since Marie Digby was one of your fav singers (:

Mini surprise for Farah! (:

Ashes of love

It's been a week since his passing. I hope grandpa is doing well on the other side of the world. No matter what, grandpa must have missed grandma alot through these years and now they can finally stay together.


A tremedenous feeling of fatigue swept over me during the week especially i got to cope between school and the wake. A lot of vivid scenes still stay fresh in my memory during the wake. I really got to thank Kaixin and her parents for making their way down. It was appreciated, deeply (:

Okay, set things aside now and recharged myself for the rest of the month. I've been wondering why are there so many anonymous taggers in my blog when i think only like 2 of my TP(1H02) friends link my blog to them.

passer: thank you, he must be doing well right now ((:
Jialong: it's okay. he/she might not know (:
miao: thank you, love!
weiting: im meeting you anyway! i hope you can smoke your way through tml night! *cross fingers*
STEPHANIE: Yay, we finally meet up today(thurs) at starbucks
sy: school was been so unfair, i havent seen all of you for long already ):
mj: haha. it's other form of XOXO. lol. thank you, this incident kinda made me think alot in my mind
ur fellow schmate: thanks but im more curious how you get yourself here in my blog?
kellyn: noo, im one of the few low profile people in my school k!
passerby: (:
anon: thank you. still, no one is perfect, i have my flaws too. and and, how do you get into my blog as well?
Emmeric: I dont know! A girl, i think. ha. and i dont see you around it school!

Vulnerable

Doctors, nurses, patients, tubes, heartbeat monitor, unfamiliar machines, the smell of medicines, injections, etc...In the end, the oldest yet strongest 93 years old man I knew couldnt escape his fear of admitting into the hospital.

I couldnt help bitting my tongue when i saw him lying on the bed, breathing difficulty with an oxygen mask. Every breath he fights for suddenly seemed so important to him, and everyone. I kept my eyes on the heartbeat monitor every minute and said to myself, 'hang on, ah gong.' This was perhaps the last thing i can do for him.

Unlike my friends or others, i may not have special bonds/relationships with my grandpa, i still fear the feeling of losing him whenever i think of him. Being a grandfather of 17 grandchildren and 4 grand-grandchildren, it wasnt easy on him to shower his love to everyone of us. So often, he buys ice-creams and yakults and placed them in the fridge, knowing we would love it!

Alright, im still fine people. Maybe just a note to all, cherish your loved ones around you. No matter how busy you are, it wont hurt to take up some of your time to spend/share with them. Dont regret till they are gone, seriously.